Future

Now i busy applying any sorts of scholarships.......

For sure, i will be entering UTAR instead of other university.....

Haiz, after this i don think so i can meet my friends anymore, since all of us might have our own planning di....

Good Luck everyone ^_^

FRIENDS,

U will always be my best memory of life.....

I will always remember :

Mei sang de ah dai,

Mei yi and yee juin de sam pat,

Kae leh, Kai yen and Fiona the toddlers.

And of course, all the 7 of us, TOTALLY CRAZY AND SAMPAT....

13 th June 2010

In this DAMNFUL day, i was totally pissed off!!!!!! (my language might not be very......... cause i am in an anger mood...)

Firstly, my father get angry SUDDENLY while we are having dinner.....
I only knew that lady undergo menopause which causes hormone changes,
but i never heard of a man would act that way too.
Man do not undergo menopause as i recalled what my teacher teach in BIO!!!!!
Its okay if it is just something happen, but Nothing at all Hapenning!!!
The 'Sui' thing is, he threw all his anger on me!!!!
'*#$$&#*#*@+#*$&(@#' (bad words)

Secondly, in Jusco carpark, the owner of the car parked beside us left his sunglasses on the car roof......
and, my father asked me to steal it.....
That drive me crazy...
I did it, and the whole night i quarrel with him.....
I said if another time he asked me to do this kind of thing again, i am no more his daughter..
I rather go to die!!!!!!

Third, i wonder do human have antenna.
If yes, definitely my mom has NONE!!!!
She wouldnt answer my question directly or in another word, she replied something else which was not the answer i would like to have......
My brother ask my mom to buy some stationary in Popular....
Since i and my sister are going to Popular, my mom order me to buy the things and gave me a paper, which she said it was the TO-BUY list of my brother.....
When i unfold the paper, it was a receipt of banking of my brother....
After the first two incident i already get pissed off and i called my mom.
In the phone, i told her that she gave me the wrong paper and i ask her to read out what my brother needs......
i don know what she heard, she is giving idiot answers which i totally get angry and repeat my question.....
OH MY GOD!!!!!
this is the time i saw most of the people looked at me and i just shut the phone up.....
Embarassing.......

Duh......
i really hate today.......
Hope this will never happened again.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Long time

It has been long time since the last time i sign in my blog spot....
almost half a year.......
SPM......
gonna die di.... #_#
The most memorable thing i will always remember in my heart about this current school is:
1- Friends
2- Teachers
3- What the teacher did(lazy or hardworking...)
4- How much i hope to leave this school since the first day i entered!!!!!!!

Haiz......
Now trying to do my add math folio, which the teacher just give us the detail paper and ask us to surf internet ourselves.....
i would doubt that Malaysia's education is going into the DRAIN because of teacher's problem..
Laziness.....
And also parents problem.... Definitely.... (those who spoilt their kids)

A.N.JELL

After reading MY's blog,
i feel like wanted to write about this Korean Drama....
It's about a girl who try to help her twin brother by becoming a guy....
She cut her hair off and acted like a guy to enter a band named 'A.N.JELL' which consists of three guys named Tae kyong, xin yu and Jeremy...
Well, it is not easy for her to communicate with guys because she grown up in church and she was in progress to become a 'sister'....
however, when she started her life living with the band member,
many funny things happpen....
And of course, she had cause many problem to the band leader ( Tae Kyong)....
But at last she fall in love with the band leader,
whereas the three man of the band fell in love with her too....
This is the latest korean drama..... (on september 2009)
It is a funny+sad+love drama......
So i suggest u all must watch this Korean Drama if you get the chance....
Besides that, their songs are great....

## SPM ##

Oh my god...
I didn't realize that the time is moving so fast...
MONDAY!!!! Gonna die......(take report card)
##what to wear when going to school to take report card??
Well, from now onwards no more 'RELAX' in my mind....
SPM is waiting for me ahead.....
I got to achieve my target!!!!
But until now i still can't think of which course to take......
Any suggestion????
(Please, no medic for me...... Because i hate BIO!!!)

HATRED!!!!

I really didn't meant to hate you...
But you are making this harder to me.....
I did appreciate on what you have given me....
But you are the one who change my perspective towards you...
Aside of you is a good and caring person,
Who will always support or give good advice to me...
But when i grown up more,
I began to realise that you are not as simple as you are...
A part of me is trying to persuade myself that i was wrong of having those thought on you,
but why can't you make this easier for me by shutting your mouth up???
I feel that you are some kind of 'two face people'...
Or you were really another version of 'Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde'??

I tried really hard to kept myself away from hating you,
and even tried the harder not to lose temper on you,
but can't you read my facial expression?
I was perfectly sure that i am not so expert from hiding all my expressions away....
Even a new friend also seems to understand it....
But why not you???? The person who look after me since i was young???
you really getting on my nerves these days......
You know me so well that i hate being controlled by others,
and i hate to do something i didn't want to!!!
If you really need my help to do something,
Just ASK!!!!
You do have a mouth and why don't you use it at the proper time,
in the proper way????
you no need to tell me the whole grandpa or grandma story to want me to help you!!!

Don't forget that you are the one who chase our maid out,
you are the one who said you are tried for cooking for us,
you are the one who said that you are going to resign after sixty years old from the 'domestic engineer' job...
And now you are the one who said you wanted to help us again
and still you gave every comment you can get out from your mouth!!!!
FRUSTRATED!!!!

You are not the only who had temper okay,
I respect you doesn't mean you can insult me and my intelligence!!!!
I was born in a family who owns a maid in doing all those house chores,
AND YOU are the one who pulled me out from my HAPPY LAND!!!!

PLEASE!!!! STOP IT BEFORE I LOST EVERYTHING ON YOU!!!
YOU KNOW HOW I WAS WHEN I WAS ANGRY,
AND YOU KNOW WELL THAT NO ONE CAN STOP ME WHEN I HAD DECIDED SOMETHING!!!
NOT EVEN YOU, OR DADDY MOMMY CAN!!!
I SAY IT, AND I MEAN IT!!!
JUST STOP BEING CRUEL AND EVIL,
AND BETTER STOP FROM EXPERIMENTING MY TEMPER!!!!!

STOP BEFORE YOU REGRET IT!!!!
I MAY BE SCARY WHEN I WANT.....
( I won't go and stab you with a knife of course....)

APOLOGIZE...

EMO, tat is the only thing i can say...
SORRY, for not standing on your perspective to think the problem....
I had to admit that on that time,
i really truely hurt by wat u all said....
After mei yi talk to me tat recess,
only that i realise i didnt stand on your perspective to think of it...

pepper water....
tats a way u show to me tat u wan me to be silence...
Sorry for being stupid tat time,
tat i cant catch ur MYSTERIOUS Message in it....

If i apologize to u now,
could it be too late???
U have rights to accept it, or denied,
until u think of forgiving me.....

EJ: sorry..... i noe u are the one who suffering much....
thanks for borrowing me the accessories tat i needed for sketch.
Actually, i din angry at u at all... ^_^
I still plan to go to ur house on saturday and talk to you.....
and even playing in ur house..... Just then u bring the dress to school,
so i need not to go ur house....

KY: sorry to u too..... and thanks for borrowing me ur book...
The anger in me disappear when i found ur sivik book on my table...
I tot u already forgot about it...... Haiz.... Disappointed in me??
I also disappointed in myself...... Cant change my hot temper at all...
I still tot i had change at least three percent of it, looks like i had fail again,
DIDNT I???

KL:Well, i say i will shut up for three days..... and friday was the last....
U noe wat, i say i wont talk, not cant write.....
and i Still Think of disturbing u all by writing in paper,
Just den only i noe u all take it serious....
and tell u the truth, i really cant find a stairs to go down from the stage,
MY is right..... MUKA TEMBOK???? Sorry.....

Hope u all can read this.... SORRY for all of u..... MY, thanks.... hahaha
hope u can see dis b4 u fly to singapore.....